I Love Dogs

They're my best friends.

 I couldn't get out of eating

dinner. My boyfriend said I had to eat.

He's noticed i'm eating less. I think he may

be suspicious. He made a comment

about "not starving myself", but he

knows i'm on a health food kick

 and didn't want to eat the ham-

burgers and fries. So I made

 my plate, and picked 

at it till he walked

away. I ended up

giving my burger

 to his dog. Good ol'

Diesel, he'll eat anything.

 Unlike me. My boyfriend

probably wouldn't be to happy,

but I had to. I ended up only eating

not even a quarter of the burger and five

 fries. So I guess I didn't do that bad. He

also took me out to breakfast this morning. He's

making this harder for me. But I have to take it with

a grain of salt. I got rid of my evidence, walked into

our room, smiled and thanked him for dinner. It's all

about faking. Putting on a smile and pretending

 nothings wrong. That's the perfect equation for

hiding this. Working, cleaning,

reading... anything

 to keep me

distracted.

Thats all

I need

to do.

~~Coffee, Smokes and Diet Coke. That's What Pretty Girls Are Made Of~~