I have absolutely no energy anymore. I
just slept for 6 hours... but it was
early evening! Its time for
bed and I'm just waking up...
Thats one thing that I
can't expect to get use to
considering I work 9 hours a
day. I'm constantly running around
and lifting 40/50 lbs bag all day, so having
no energy is not gonna make my job any easier.
I'm painfully tired. I didn't even know this was possible.
My boyfriend told me to go back to sleep, but I can't just
sleep all day. That'll make me feel worse, sicker, and I want
to eat. Eat, Eat, Eat. But I can't! I'm swirling farther and
farther down into this black hole, but it's sickeningly
sweet and torturous. I can't give up just
yet. Something good is coming. I can feel it.
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