I am so hungry and it feels fantastic... The pain is a constant
torture, but when I'm hungry, I feel thinner. But I know I must
eat. Something small. Just to survive. I'll feel like a failure,
but I Live to be Pretty. And I Eat to Live, I Don't Live
to Eat. I don't know what to do. I've been living
off Pepsi Max, Coffee, and Cigarettes.
eat. Something small. Just to survive. I'll feel like a failure,
but I Live to be Pretty. And I Eat to Live, I Don't Live
to Eat. I don't know what to do. I've been living
off Pepsi Max, Coffee, and Cigarettes.
Every time my stomach growls
though, I get an overwhelming
senseof gratification throughout my
though, I get an overwhelming
senseof gratification throughout my
body. So i'm stuck between eating and
not eating. I can't decide which I really want. I
want to be thinner, so I think I'd not eat. But I can't
stand the headaches and pain anymore. I need it to go
away, at least for a little while... I'll let you know how it goes...
want to be thinner, so I think I'd not eat. But I can't
stand the headaches and pain anymore. I need it to go
away, at least for a little while... I'll let you know how it goes...
i know EXACTLY how you feel.
ReplyDeletethe only thing that makes hunger bearable is knowing its making you thinner.
stay strong girl!